Life keeps on going

As a kid got to the school with heavy bags and huge home work to follow.Sneaking time for playing with other kids with glass balls, flying kites, bentens, and hide ans seek, thief -police and the like games.Nothing knew about life, but it still kept going on. As a teenager, alongwith going to school handled the family shop at the age of 12 and going in a low standard school, sitting on jute mattresses and studying and succeeding till matric with a service man father having expectation of succeeding his son in life to share his troubles, life till then again kept on going taking everything in its stride.College was not the difference ,as in hand resources were not ample to see the different aspects of life.But still life did not leave its pace.Then came the university, in search of a career for earning livelihood and coming across the persons, qualified, wagabonds, time spenders , and career concious.Among this crowd i proved to be lucky one to get a good job before completion of my degree. I was feeling in the sky when i was infront of my class mates with a good job to my credit and a desire in their eyes to get one of the like for themselves.At home parents felt their future insured, but life was running on the same wheels.Target was achieved , leaving the aspect ignored that what has been lost out of life till then. The job gave the status, authority , power and sociometry. It also made eligible to get me my beautiful wife who also came to me with a job in her hand to doubly insure our future.Started our married life with all family twists, maintained a good confortable life for self and kids but with full attention to provide insurance to those who were keen to make me capable of this.Some ups and down came which were faced with full conviction and still facing some odds with help from many corners and a burdensome head and some sleepless nights to make this life keep going as usual.
Only difference now and the beginning is that today we wanna push life in the same pace due to complicacies of life and in the beginning it paced through itself without heaving a suggetion or control from us.We feel the pace of life now is slowed down and it was faster when i was kid. It is because that time was free from worries and it seemed to be over quickly and the time of troubles seems to be running slow.But still life is going on at ita normal pace.
sandeep